Sunday, July 03, 2005
happy when i saw him. mei xin qing da qiu when i saw moii lao beii thoughh. sho aniihow play.. played like an cow today. i noe, i noe moii lao beii ishh cute. [i admit i liked moii lao beii before. but y tease mii about dis now??? stupiid arhh gong!] sho wat difference does dat make?when i saw both of dem coming i was saying, "phuck phuck phuck phuck..................." bcos one make mii feel feddup, de otherr made mii feel happy. i actually aso dunno y. but, it is jus lyddat. dammit siia. i felt like an idiot. DAMMIT!!! arghh. i really hate myself.de reason i dowan to play properly, is bcos once i play properly, i will get moiiself n de other players injured. like wat fionaa does.so, when i play nball lyddat, bball will aso b lyddat lorhh. once i close my eyes, i c de embarrasing moments of my life. wat can i do but nt pinchh myself? is dat a problem to u? niid u ask y?really, tiinking abt wad to do nex in my life. shud i call him? i feel like lehh.. haiix. okay larhh.. i ltr call him. but tok abt wad? i jus wanna hear his voice.. haiix. i tiink i'm goin crazy lerhh. hehhs. smiling to moiislef now..[[bird.nest.fern]][20:47//03.07.2005]
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